Free Now

This isn't what you want

It's only how you feel

You openly admit

You're far away from healing

And I hate to pull the plug

But I think I get your deal

Finally know better than

To wait for you back here

And I hope you know I don't think

You're a bad guy, that you're damaged

Took you two months, only two to raise the bar

You're the saddest but a good kid

Almost loved you but I didn't

I could laugh now, how we tried to play those parts

I know that you're removed

I can feel it when we talk

You start to let me in

But then you shut it off

And it's half of you that hurts sometimes

The half that I don't get

I swear that I'm not mad at you

But I can't share your bed now

And I can imagine when you go home

Does she follow like an echo?

Like your shadow? You can try, but you can't run

From the truth of what you both made

That she blew up on a Tuesday

How does pain taste when it melts onto your tongue?

It's a pain that I caught you at a bad time

It's a shame that I memorized your outline

You were straight up with me, you were so kind

But I knew what you knew, honey, great minds

It was harsh 'cause I lost what I wanted

I was brave when I kissed you in London

We're collateral here

Man, we got hit

Hope you find somewhere safe for your baggage

Every page that I wrote, you were on it

Feel you deep in my bones, you're the current

And I show no restrain, it was something

I was scared up till you made me love it

If you find yourself out

If there is a right time

Chances are I'll be here

We could share a lifeline

If you feel like falling

Catch me on the way down

Never been less empty

All I feel is free now

If you find yourself out

If there is a right time

Chances are I'll be here

We could share a lifeline

If you feel like falling

Catch me on the way down

Never been less empty

All I feel is free now