Hazy_Thoughts

Yeah

Thinking back on all I been through

Thinking 'bout the things I didn't do

Figuring out what I wanna do

Light the joint then life gets simple

Hazy

Hazy

Smoke so much the room look hazy

I forgot yo face my memory is hazy

I forgot yo name I'm tripping dawg I'm faded

Faded, I'm fading feel like I'm wading

Wading, through my mind I been sedated

Sedating, body feeling like I'm sailing

I'm sailing, in reality I'm sat down

And waiting, tryna remember but I'm failing

I'm failing to remind myself, okay then

Okay then, so what the hell was you just saying?

(Nevermind)

Just remembered my situation (Fuck)

Man fuck my situation

Bout to take myself a little cheap vacation

Hazy

Lean back on the couch fuck conversation

Going crazy in my head I'm hearing paintings

I can't hear you over my hallucinations

I'm hazy

Look I'mma dismiss you there is no issue

I'm not tryna diss you bro don't take offense

But I got some issues and I'm talking issues

I need me some tissues, my head feeling tense

Just talk it out? My **** you wish

I grab a joint, give a kiss

Open my notes, start typing in

I grab a mic, my problems I dish

But I dress it up, gotta present

Make it sound nice, oh how I wish

Realizing now, just why it's been

Hard to find peace, using a pen

Cause when I write, it's just for me

I can just cap, no one can see

Ain't no feedback, but that's what I need

I am the worst at self-therapy

Yeah

Yeah

But I make it my mission

Even though I be fucked up

And that's by self-admission

I stand on it like business (business bitch)

But you know what's worse though (what?)

Begging asking forgiveness (please)

I cannot give myself permission (nah)

You think that I don't know that I'm trippin? (huh)

You don't think I wish I was different? (huh)

Matter fact I wish I wasn't different (nah)

Matter fact I just wish I could blend in

But hell I got tired of wishing (yeah)

I can't even leave it in God's hands

I got a problem with submission

So damn high I can finally admit it

Hazy

Hazy

Smoke so much the room look hazy

This shit got me talking crazy, yeah

Hazy

Why is everything so hazy?

Too geeked up I'm feeling spacey

Eyes low I'm feeling lazy

I can still see the fugazi

Can't no **** haze me

Lil **** is you crazy

I see you tryna play me

Ain't dozing bitch I'm dazing

Yeah my eyes be glazing

Forgot your name I'm hazing

I'm lying I'm just lazing

Zoning in zoning out

In the wind peacing out

This a sin? That I doubt

From within bring it out

Thinking bout this thinking bout that

Stressed all the time this shit is wack

I don't know why I keep doing that

I don't know why I keep doing that

Yeah

Hazy

Hazy

Everything's hazy

Hazy

Shit got me talking crazy

Feeling so lazy

Hazy