Collecting Tears

I\'m so invested

You’re my testament

I give you all of me for parts of you

To my detriment

I’m so deep in it

Giving you everything is hard to do

Sometimes I get into panic

Cause what if we don’t work like I planned it

I’d be collecting tears

If I ever lost your love

I\'d be feeling it for years

So I don\'t wanna give it up

And I know I won’t have a choice

It\'s the ending I\'m tryna avoid

Cause if you ever disappeared

I’d be collecting tears, I’d be collecting tears

I’d be crying out

All our memories

The first time you held me til the night you left

I\'d be going down

There’s no remedy

For all of the you and me I can’t forget

Sometimes I get into panic

Cause what if we don’t work like I planned it

I’d be collecting tears

If I ever lost your love

I\'d be feeling it for years

So I don\'t wanna give it up

And I know I won’t have a choice

It\'s the ending I\'m tryna avoid

Cause if you ever disappeared

I’d be collecting tears, I’d be collecting tears

I can fill up an ocean, let it fall down my face

California\'d be getting a whole year of rain

If you ever walked away, if you ever walked away

I’d be collecting tears

If I ever lost your love

I\'d be feeling it for years

So I don\'t wanna give it up

I know I won’t have a choice

It\'s the ending I\'m tryna avoid

Cause if you ever disappeared

I’d be collecting tears, I’d be collecting tears