Now I can stop wondering

If it was just something I said

Taken out of context

You knew that I always meant well

And I thought

We weren't that much different

After all, had the same conversations

Where were you?

Would you talk just to hear yourself?

Do you miss me?

Are you better?

I don't want to know

Like I used to

Was there something in the water

That made you lose control?

Nothing left for you right now

Nothing else I have for you

I got nothing new

Nothing else to do for now

Talking to the walls in my room

I got nothing for you

Do you miss me? Are you better?

I don't wanna know like I used to

Was there something in the water that made you lose control?

I stopped holding on

But it never worked

I was calling out until my lungs hurt

Oh it's been so long

But what's that worth?

If still thoughts of you happen to occur?

Why was I so terrified

To be where I am now?

And I hoped and I hoped for nothing

Was it all for something?

When I cried

(and I cried)

Every time, I meant it

Is there anything new?