Used to be

You gave me a reason

To keep on believing

Then took all those feelings away

Kept me up when I was down

But now you’re not around

And now all that remains is the ache

I know it sounds cheesy

But please just believe me

I’m Ok

When I say

I’ve been trying to pave

Over the holes that you made

And I can’t seem to find away

How can I live

How can I live with myself

How can I love

If I can’t forgive myself

I wanna move past it

But I’m stuck staring back at it

Living in a memory

And I know we were a mess

But I guess

I just miss how things used to be

I’m starting to see

You were never good for me

I’ve got 20/20 hindsight vision

Looking back it’s so clear

So why do I still want you here

I gotta move on so I can start living

And no, it’s not easy

But please just believe me

I’m okay

I’ve managed to pave

Over the holes that you made

Yeah, I finally found a way

How can I live

How can I live with myself

How can I love

If I can’t forgive myself

I wanna move past it

But I’m stuck staring back at it

Living in a memory

And I know we were a mess

But I guess

I just miss how things used to be

And I’m tired

Of falling for the same excuses

And I’m tired

Of feeling so damn useless

You built me up

Just to break me down

Well take one last look at me

‘Cause I’m standing now

I’m trying

And I’ll find a way

To make it through this

But how can I live

How can I live with myself

How can I love

If I can’t forgive myself

I wanna move past it

But I’m stuck staring back at it

Living in a memory

And I know we were a mess

But I guess

I just miss how things used to be

Yeah I know we were a mess

But I guess

I just miss how things used to be