Crowded

I never loved the silence—too much quiet.

I can’t trust myself left to my own devices;

Imma scroll and smoke and overthink

My whole existence over.

And even though I need some company,

I never pick the phone up,

Never pick the phone up 'cause…

I’m all alone in my room, but it’s crowded

With all these thoughts in the dark, and it’s loud as hell.

Ooo, just leave me alone.

I’m all alone in my room, but it’s crowded

With all these thoughts in the dark talking to myself.

Ooo, just leave me alone.

Under the covers,

I’m overthinking my actions.

I tried to mute it, but memories they come with captions

And comments

And content

And mentions,

Extensions of self

And oversaturation,

Scared to be perceived 'cause

The standards deceive us.

I’m all alone in my room, but it’s crowded

With all these thoughts in the dark, and it’s loud as hell.

Ooo, just leave me alone.

I’m all alone in my room, but it’s crowded

With all these thoughts in the dark talking to myself.

Ooo, just leave me alone.

I’m too isolated.

I don’t know what’s next.

Deep in this hole with this weight on my chest,

Heavy like metal, and stuck in my head,

Calling for help, but I’m

Wasting my breath

'Cause I’m…

I’m all alone in my room, but it’s crowded

With all these thoughts in the dark, and it’s loud as hell.

Ooo, just leave me alone.

I’m all alone in my room, but it’s crowded

With all these thoughts in the dark talking to myself.

Ooo, just leave me alone.