I feel like my whole world’s spinning out of control

I’m not sure what my so-called friends see anymore

I just started college, give it time and I’ll fail

‘Cause it seems like my life’s a game of heads or tails

I don’t know why people expect so much from me

Even in my own mind, I set the bar to infinity

And I just can’t compete

It’s just like they say, you’re your own worst enemy

And I’ve tried, I’ve tried, I’ve tried to be the best for so long

But it’s so unattainable and I’m doing it all wrong

Another thing to hang up on my failed again wall

Take your seats, you're watching the world’s greatest downfall

And I’d give, I’d give, I’d give to be someone’s number one choice

But I’m sitting on the sidelines while they’re tuning out my voice

Another thing to pity about the guy who brings the joy

But I’m tired of listening to this endless static noise

I’ve tried out for every show up on the big screen

They tell me that I’m great but I’m just not what they need

And the music execs that all reach out to me

They just leave

And I tell everyone that I’m doing alright

But internally, my thoughts are tearing me alive

And I put on my armor, ‘cause I’m ready to fight

But it’s an uphill battle to survive

And I look in the mirror and see everything I hate

‘Cause dysmorphia’s ruined and psyched out my brain

And it’s hard to to be somewhere I don’t feel right

And there’s only like 2 shirts I actually like

'Cause I’ve tried, I’ve tried, I’ve tried to be the best for so long

But it’s so unattainable and I’m doing it all wrong

Another thing to hang up on my failed again wall

Take your seats, you're watching the world’s greatest downfall

And I’d give, I’d give, I’d give to be someone’s number one choice

But I’m sitting on the sidelines while they’re tuning out my voice

Another thing to pity about the guy who brings the joy

But I’m tired of listening to this endless static noise

And two days of the week, I feel invincible

But the other five of them, I wish I was invisible

And I try to put the voice back up on the shelf

But it’s hard when I compare myself to everyone else

And I’ve tried, I’ve tried, I’ve tried to be the best for so long

But it’s so unattainable and I’m doing it all wrong

Another thing to hang up on my failed again wall

Take your seats, you're watching the world’s greatest downfall

And I’d give, I’d give, I’d give to be someone’s number one choice

But I’m sitting on the sidelines while they’re tuning out my voice

Another thing to pity about the guy who brings the joy

But I’m tired of listening to this endless static noise