Ungrateful

perfection

the weight of the world on my shoulders

make me question

see everything that I want

but I lack the direction

feels like I’m just running out of time

tread water til I’m tired

reflection

scan every inch of my body

wish it was different

my face aging I hate charge

and the character I’ve built

ain’t really working no more

feels like I’m losing control

cutting all my ties

my ego is dying

thought I was a soldier

but i’m falling behind

I swallow my pride

my tears almost dried

gotta be my own savior

I'm finding the light

but it feels like

everything that I’m not is keeping me up at night

all the things that I’ve got just remind me of what I’m lacking

I’m not leaving bed but I’ll leave everyone on read

this what goes on in my head

I don’t care if I sound ungrateful

ungrateful

perception

count my friends on one hand like they my prized possessions

I worry am I a good sister and daughter and woman

do they look at me and see right through

do I even wanna know the truth

cutting all my ties

my ego is dying

thought I was a soldier

but i’m falling behind

I swallow my pride

my tears almost dried

gotta be my own savior

I'm finding the light

but it feels like

everything that I’m not is keeping me up at night

all this things that I’ve got just remind me of what I’m lacking

I’m not leaving bed but I’ll leave everyone on read

this what goes on in my head

I don’t care if I sound ungrateful

ungrateful

everything that I’m not is keeping me up at night

all the things that I’ve got just remind me of what I’m lacking

I’m not leaving bed but I’ll leave everyone on read

this what goes on in my head

I don’t care if I sound ungrateful

ungrateful