It's only getting worse

woke up today with that feeling again

I fear that it won't ever change

Been spiralling for days

I've been circling the drain

I fear that i'm going insane

I'm going insane

I'm going insane

woke up today with the same broken brain

I fear that it wont ever change

A teenage girl stuck on loop, in pain

I'm grown now, but i'm still the same

I'm still the same

I'm going insane

And you say that it's boring

how i'm always in a mood

hate the way I drag you down

and how I colour everything in blue

I wish that I could change right now

then I would change for you

but that's not how it works

it's only getting worse

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Woke up at midnight

I slept through the day

I've tried every method to quiet my brain

running away from my past though I know

I bring it wherever I go

I'm going insane

and you don't get it

you don't understand

You're such man

When you say that it's boring

how I'm always in a mood

I read it in your diary

that loving me is getting hard to do

I wish that I could change right now

then I would change for you

but that's not how it works

it's only getting worse

(instrumental)