Thought you were something, thought I remembered you from a dream

Right there before me, yet somehow still out of reach

I sit here waiting for the day that you come back to me

Sure it might be in heaven, still I pray for this reality

I got a riptide in my mind

Surely love awaits me on the shoreline

Chase my tail like a dog when you look at me with those puppy eyes

I can't tell if you want my love or want it euthanized

You changed your phone number but still look at my Insta story

How I wish you would take all the credit for my morning glory

Have I wasted my life trying to blend into some sick fallacy

Long ago I left behind intrinsic worth and dignity

Now I get high and I try to retrace my crooked steps

I can't let the past live rent-free in my head

Never again will I settle for less