Patience

There was a time when I was too scared to call upon you

I had a weight around my neck and I was dying from it

Thought I could keep it to the end of this life or maybe the next

But every time I made my mind up to try to say it

The fear of losing you would rise up and rearrange it

Tryna bury this secret gave me a grave of my own

I really wish I had patience

I'm tired of chasing this ghost

I really need your forgiveness

For me to ever let go

So here comes a confession

I've been running so long

It finally feels like a blessing

To admit when I'm wrong

Every day, I grab tighter when you say you love me

'Cause I knew I had a darkness that was coming for me

Thinking what you don't know can't hurt you

But you know that ain't true

It's another situation that you put yourself in

No one can love you if you don't risk and never tell them

But only truth can pull you out from the pit of hell

I really wish I had patience

I'm tired of chasing this ghost

I really need your forgiveness

For me to ever let go

So here comes a confession

I've been running so long

It finally feels like a blessing

To admit when I'm wrong

How many times can I fall and wake up?

How many times can I change my mind?

How many times can I test your love?

When fate's on the line

It's so easy to give up

What kind of life is staying stuck?

I really wish I had patience

I'm tired of chasing this ghost

I really need your forgiveness

For me to ever let go

So here comes a confession

I've been running so long

It finally feels like a blessing

To admit when I'm wrong

Patience

Patience

Patience

Patience