What's Wrong with Me?

Someone just say

What's wrong with me

I don't know who I'd ask

Who I'd believe

And every red flag I used to be

Is living in my head and rent free

Tell me why I'm single and I'm turning 30

I'm not thriving I'm too flirty

I get ahead of myself

While everyone else is doing just fine

Why does it feel like it's just me

Is it just me?

I need to think back

Where this all went wrong for me

I think that I'm not living honestly

With all my problems reoccurring

Don't know which lines

I've been blurring

I'm way to comfortable with hurting myself

And maybe therapy would help me

Can't afford it, pocket's empty

So I'll just DIY

'Cause there's no one else

What's wrong with me?

And I know it sounds easier to

Blame my problems on my birth

And all the cards that I've been dealt

Blame anybody but myself and

I know it comes down to work

And being okay, relive some hurt

Then I could diagnose the problems

But don't have energy to solve them

Why does it feel it's just me

Is it just me?

I need to think back

Where this all went wrong for me

I think that I'm not living honestly

With all my problems reoccurring

Don't know which lines

I've been blurring

I'm way to comfortable with hurting myself

And maybe therapy would help me

Can't afford it, pocket's empty

So I'll just DIY

'Cause there's no one else

What's wrong with me?