Surrounded by the wrong people

Wrong things

Energy load kinda precious

So I protect with my essence

Lotta heavy focus on just being

Like noticing I'm alive

But checked out in a meeting

Negative self talk means defeating

Self in battle, but two fold

With depression from Seattle

Suede God said, Apologize Later

Told my inner self I'd do this favor

I wanna stay in place, but it just can't wait

Been bleeding out my skull like it's a fuckin' race

You wanna earn respect, you show face

But introversion heavy like a bus on a lake

With thin ice in spring time, you get yours, I get mine

All that bullshit

Social nausea like polluted oceans

Mood on roller skates, drink a potion, now I'm back at the wheel

It's all about the feel, if that ever off, bet these wheels gonna peel

I won't stick around for fake endorsements or inflations

Of egos or otherwise, period, statement

Got enough to cognize

Like being baffled by my placement

I stay introspective a like labyrinth seen from space kid

Like a spider on the wall in the shower or your basement

Observations ball of crystal, saw the future where you rage quit

Codependent on the love that never came so you blamed it

I sat with anguish found who made it