Pain Away (Bonus)

i done shed way too many tears for love.

back against da wall, with the congac im drugged.

im in love with the feeling, i dont feel a thing.

& if these scars could talk, they probably scream.

but my ego intervene.

i been losing my mind in straight silence.

close enough to self destruct, demons getting violent.

& even though my love dont got a thing to do wit timing..

i wish i could rewind it, change how i put my time in.

i would give it all to me first.

cause they been sitting front row just watching me hurt.

while i was praying for the love.

i cant even show no love, shit a dub.

cant even give no hugs - i be dapping ****.

i don’t fuck with capping ****…

Traumatized from losses, I done seen my Brodie cry

Thinking bout my cousin put my hand up in the sky

God just let us hurt, it hit the car I wonder why

And these demons in the dark and never want to see us shine

But I know these rainy days will never wash my pain away

Wash my pain away

how the fuck you see they love but you dont see mine.

im feeling lost in my head i need a free mind.

he do me good & give me head in his free time.

man **** tryna lay up on the real i need some me time.

Im out in LA, put in work and make it worth my while.

Im Feeling locked inside my conscience i cant get to trial.

Feeling lonely, traumatized, cant heal my inner child.

Pick up the phone and call my babies when i need to smile.

Hope i make them proud cause i aint perfect.

Reflecting on this time spent away this shit aint worth it.

Correct this imbalance of love with self, its kind of hurting..

Like im not even here, pouring the don so i aint pouring no tears

Traumatized from losses, I done seen my Brodie cry

Thinking bout my cousin put my hand up in the sky

God just let us hurt, it hit the car I wonder why

And these demons in the dark and never want to see us shine

But I know these rainy days will never wash my pain away

Wash my pain aw