Internal Torment

Im questioning my existence,

pushing through the internal torment.

I've been miserable and hateful lately,

now filled with a new kind of hatred.

Dwelling deep in the mind,

Fear and misery I find.

I can’t see any glimpse of light,

Through the dark I will push my

Internal torment

I'm left with eternal scars of fear and misery.

And every time I close my eyes I’m suffering from internal torment.

On the path to the dark,

I'm welcomed by the guards.

They open the door to the unholy realm of lust for love.

At last my eyes have opened,

Now I understand my torment.

I've been miserable and hateful lately,

now filled with a new kind of hatred.

I, try.

I try to find my way from here,

so I, can heal.

Too long I’ve roamed in path of fear,

and now I finally begin to see.

I've made my way from the dark and now I’m filled with this cryptic blood that fuels my rage and my lust for kill.

I'm reborn as a vicious being.