Older Now

Turns out, I'm not always proud

I'm getting older now

Heavy is the head that holds the crown

My crown is showing now

It ain't slowing down

Turns out, I'm not always proud

I'm getting older now

Heavy is the head that holds the crown

My crown is showing now

It ain't slowing down

Everything I want to be

I'm not quite yet

I'm getting too old to find a love like that

Turns out, I'm not always proud

I'm getting older now

And it ain't slowing down

Asked for a date with this OnlyFans chick, she was 22

Like she was eww, how old are you?

Fuck, I'm really in the creep category here

I'm 33 now, I'm starting to lose my hair

And now that I'm in my 30s, I really don't feel as worthy

I don't really know if I can fix that with a trip to Turkey

And I don't really take care of myself as much

I try to fast but last til lunch

And then eat shit when I'm in a funk

And lately I've been in a funk

I'm getting older now

Heavy is the head that holds the crown

My crown is showing now

It ain't slowing down

Everything I want to be

I'm not quite yet

I'm getting too old to find a love like that

Turns out, I'm not always proud

I'm getting older now

It ain't slowing down

And every waking moment is just focused on the business

The women in my life love me or treat me like shit

And the ones who love me want more than I can really give em

And the ones who treat me like shit think that I'm trying to get commitment

I don't really know what I want but that don't really mean that I'm lying

And everybody seems confused, I guess it's just confusing times

And if I'm the king in the booth, why I get no streams on Spotify

And by now, I thought that I would have been a lot farther in my life

7 employees on payroll, no money in my bank account

Makes me question sometimes why I even started doing this

And people that you think are your friends are really trying to bleed you out

And business owners want to take what you built like you ain't using it

And patents don't matter, you see the patterns, it's too late

And you trying to do right when your surrounded by these snakes

And I'm still trying to recover from my thousands of mistakes

And I think something has to give because I haven't had a break

I'm still in love with my ex but she doesn't respond to text

She doesn't respond to emails, she's probably a piece of shit

And probably so am I, but people think that I'm amazing

I tell them, I get it, I also used to be easily persuaded

Turns out, I'm not always proud

I'm getting older now

Heavy is the head that holds the crown

My crown is showing now

Ain't slowing down

Everything I want to be

I'm not quite yet

Getting too old to find a love like that

Turns out, I'm not always proud

I'm getting older now

And it ain't slowing down

(Cause you were always on my mind

On my mind...)