This little boy is trying to turn into a man

No more annoying thoughts or ploying plots destroying what I planned

You tried to burn me like when oils hot

When I gave you my hand

Now I fully understand

This whole time you were a spoiled twat

I was guilty too, yeah I can give you that

But now I wouldn't take you I would give you back

And to live through that, was well

Let's drink to that

I'm catching a buzz now and I'm thinking back

I let you have control and you steered me wrong

You would never cheer me on

So why you think I'm here then gone

I hope you hear this song

There's no feelings left to hide anymore when the feelings gone

You closing that book I won't read it

Never open it to take any look I don't need it

You needed it hot then cold feeted

We were never meant to be for me the whole reason is

You don't know me

No I don't want to hide from you

I've been changing , I've been changing

You don't know me

No I don't want to hide from you

I've been changing , I've been changing

I don't want to lie to you

And I don't want to hide from you

But someone's got to guide me through this

Cause I don't want to lose my pride to you

You probably think that you know me

Back in the day we were the same

I assure you that's the old me

Through the years yes a lot of shit changed

While you were never there

I was unaware

Was ready for despair

I was fully unprepared

You knew that shit I bared

And you threw me in a snare

It was you that did this to me like you truly didn't care

And now you're in the past tense so thank you for the blessings

When you cross my mind now I take it as a lesson

Selfish people in your life will take away your essence

It's a gift when we in each others presence

But never less

You don't know me

No I don't want to hide from you

I've been changing , I've been changing

You don't know me

No I don't want to hide from you

I've been changing , I've been changing

Yeah why

Took a while to get over this shit and I can't lie

I stand by my decision bout' leaving it on the table

While nothing was being said that's you saying you wasn't able

Ok, I got the message loud and clear

Still sad but now I guess I'm out of tears

Now you're gone it's just a less amount of years

You let the pressure scare you off with incorrect amount of fear

Once our paths split we went our separate ways

With you I always felt in 2nd place

It's not the point that I needed to win but that was never

Now you blowing up I'm pulling the pin so I can sever

All these ties with you

We will never be back together

With you I was a mess all alone I'm doing better

Your words stopped having effect you need to show me

You just phony and the truth is you don't even know me

You don't know me

No I don't want to hide from you

I've been changing , I've been changing

You don't know me

No I don't want to hide from you

I've been changing , I've been changing