I Was a Happy Kid Once

All my hope is dead

I tried to see it all but all I see is red

Fuck what I said?

My mind played tricks to prove me wrong

Set me free

'Cause I am lost in the trenches

Misery

'Cause this pain is endless

And now I'm reaching out to you

So who can come and can save me now

Standing on the edge now, I'm standing on the edge

So who can come and drag me out

Standing on the edge now, I'm standing on the edge

Barrel to my head

My finger cannot wait to pull the fucking trigger

But I am holding back for now

As I try to remember

I was a happy kid once

With a heart of gold

Now stare into the abyss

It stares back to me with a glaze so cold

Darkness has a claim on me

A night in December

When it made me bleed black

I had to surrender

So who can come and can save me now

Standing on the edge now, I'm standing on the edge

So who can come and drag me out

Standing on the edge now, I'm standing on the edge

'Cause my life is a living hell

And I'm looking down that cliff right now

Whish I could say something different

But I see no way out

'Cause I'd die for something real

But I cannot feel reality

Make me feel

Save me from myself

Take me

Help me

Save me

Save me from myself

Time, life

Save me from myself

Save me