I found god on my birthday

In an open field

Some odd years ago

We were tripping on acid

By my parents' house

Along the lake that we called home

And I just wanted to tell you that I love you

In the best way I know how

Hand-written letters I'll never send

I'll just hold it in

I'll keep it to myself

I often times get lost and carried away

I have been out here chasing the feeling for days

It's such a shame

You write me off like I am never good enough

I'm coming back to call your bluff

I lost god on a subway

In the city

While I was thinking to myself

All about life and the cosmos up above us

And how I put myself through hell with all the chaos inside me

That I don't let out

My deepest darkest secrets

I still just wanna make you proud

To forget about all the things I thought I needed

It's such a shame

You write me off like I am never good enough

I'm coming back to call your bluff

It's such a shame

You write me off like I am never good enough

I'm coming back to call your bluff

It's such a shame

You write me off like I am never good enough

I'm coming back to call your bluff

It's such a shame

You write me off like I am never good enough

I'm coming back to call your bluff