I'm stuck behind my anxiety

The past, put it behind me

Still got this feeling inside of me

I can't imagine how life would be

I wonder if that'd be the life of me

Still can't remember for the life of me

Still miss you after 47 weeks

Still wish you would tell me

Pick up the phone, I don't really want to do this one

more time

Said I didn't need you, I was lying

Still can't get you out my mind

Still stuck here cause

I don't want to go, I don't really want to do this one more time

Nothing's really real til you open your eyes

I swear I love you, believe that I'm trying

Please pick up the phone and tell me it's not too late

Think about it when I medicate, dedicate

Dedicate to when I'm feeling great, deepfake

Fake life that I can't escape, elevate

Close my eyes and then I'm okay

Too late, I know I'ma go insane

Can't say, everything I want to say

Locate, all the words that fill my brain

Run away, close my eyes and then I'm okay

I've been sitting on my phone

I'm alone waiting for something

Ring, ring need you right now

Where the fuck does it go, one year ago

We said that we'd meet here, a vow

Every day from the east to the west side

I've been thinking about all the best times

Windows down

Immigration conversations

Never stressed, I'm

Can't look back cause I see your eyes

That's my demise, I get fucked up

Feeling all these highs that I'll never feel again

I'm trying with this cup

Looking up at the sky, disguise

Seeing all these fuck bitches, I gave no fucks

I be way too cool for a girlfriend

But I scream your name out in tin cups

I call

Know you're probably in bed still

2 p.m, your head still

Hurts from all the alcohol

You drank trying to forget still

All up in my head

Will you ever leave my life at all

Pick up the phone, I don't really want to do this one

more time

Said I didn't need you, I was lying

Still can't get you out my mind

Still stuck here cause

I don't want to go, I don't really want to do this one more time

Nothing's really real til you open your eyes

I swear I love you, believe that I'm trying

Please pick up the phone and tell me it's not too late

Think about it when I medicate, dedicate

Dedicate to when I'm feeling great, deepfake

Fake life that I can't escape, elevate

Close my eyes and then I'm okay

Too late, I know I'ma go insane

Can't say, everything I want to say

Locate, all the words that fill my brain

Run away, close my eyes and then I'm okay

I know that it's hard to love, but I swear it's different with the two of us

I know I did some dirt, but please tell me you ain't through with us

I know I medicate with cigarettes, Yeah it's too much

Far gone I'm too much

I need it, yeah it's your love

Cause everything I do is for you

Chrome heart, I'm bulletproof

Closed eyes, I'm in my mood

Long nights, but I'm pulling through

So I wait by my phone

to see if I can hear your voice tonight

Go to sleep, you're in my head

I'm with you almost every night

Please just pick up the phone, I don't really want to do this one

more time

Said I didn't need you, I was lying

Still can't get you out my mind

Still stuck here cause

I don't want to go, I don't really want to do this one more time

Nothing's really real til you open your eyes

I swear I love you, believe that I'm trying

Please pick up the phone and tell me it's not too late

Think about it when I medicate, dedicate

Dedicate to when I'm feeling great, deepfake

Fake life that I can't escape, elevate

Close my eyes and then I'm okay

Too late, I know I'ma go insane

Can't say, everything I want to say

Locate, all the words that fill my brain

Run away, close my eyes and then I'm okay