Doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results

I am really struggling to understand who I am as a person

Everything about me is surface level

It's all just observations and material things

I have my beliefs about the world, I have my own belief system

But what does that do for me?

What do all my observations have to do with me?

Ayy, I be high as fuck so my eyes low

Open up my third eye, but my eyes closed

If I sent you love, it was a typo

Baby, if you need some drugs I'll get you right though

I just can't do right though

In the back of the class watchin' Pyro

Where did my life go?

I remember when the light in my eyes glowed

I be high as fuck so my eyes low

Open up my third eye, but my eyes closed

If I sent you love, it was a typo

Baby, if you need some drugs I'll get you right though

I just can't do right though

In the back of the class watchin' Pyro

Where did my life go?

I remember when the light in my eyes glowed

I guess you're using my attention, but I can't take it no more

Bitch can't have my affection, girl, I'm so over your obsession

Your time is up, why you tryna stay now?

I took his bitch, yeah, but he's never gonna find out

She said I'm pyscho, act like a pyscho

She asked "Do you love me?" Bitch, how do I know?

Blood on my hands, I guess this another sign

Give me a while, girl, I just need some time

I've been far too gone, falling on this tightrope

Treated you like medicine the only way I cope

The grass is brighter on the other side of the fence

Another pill, guard up, trust me, it's my defense

How can I save her when I can't save myself?

It's not the same, oh, nothing is the same

These bitches know nothing, no, they can’t be tamed

Got no talk, I know everything 'cause you gave me that brain

I be high as fuck so my eyes low

Open up my third eye, but my eyes closed

If I sent you love, it was a typo

Baby, if you need some drugs I'll get you right though

I just can't do right though

In the back of the class watchin' Pyro

Where did my life go?

I remember when the light in my eyes glowed

I be high as fuck so my eyes low

Open up my third eye, but my eyes closed

If I sent you love, it was a typo

Baby, if you need some drugs I'll get you right though

I just can't do right though

In the back of the class watchin' Pyro

Where did my life go?

I remember when the light in my eyes glowed

But who am I? What, what am I?

I don't know. I hope I can find it outI want to be a person. I wish I was a person