You Win

Something in me can’t back down

Ten years quiet taught me to be loud

You fucked me over and I don’t know how

To let it go, if i let it go now…

You win

I lose

Something wasn’t right deep down

Ten months quiet so I won’t be now

I talked about what you did

I keep on running my mouth

And I do it for attention

And I do it all for the clout

Makes sense I’m not human

I’m not hurt by your lies

In fact…

Everything I said about you wasn’t true

My marbles must’ve resigned

I got it wrong and you’re right

You win

I lose

I’d rather be alone

Than at the end of January with “I love you’s” on our phones

One week later I heard that you found the one

If that’s what you call love then yeah

You won

(hooray)

Remember our plans to meet up

In a couple of months

For me right now was too much

You said that it could help us

I guess i’ll see you in April

Or would that make you unfaithful?

Maybe my mind is unstable?

Maybe i’m recalling fables?

But it seems

Everything you hid from me in the beginning

You’re doing to her

If that’s what makes you happy

If that’s what makes me “crazy”

Then I surrender

You win

I lose

I lo—

(Wait so since you think I’m crazy already, uh, let me be crazy for a second…)

You win

I lose

(ha, ha, ha, ha)

You win

I lose

(ya, ya, ya, ya)

You win

I lose

(blah, blah, blah, blah)

You win

I lose

I lose