I've lost a lot, I've lost a lot the last 2 years

Learned some things along on the way

It ain't always how it appears

I Took time to focus in, had to get back in 1st gear

I promised myself Id come first, cuz it's the only way it's clear

Me myself and I at work, no one's all up in my ear

Ain't no rules to how I work, as you would say it could be worse

To have a friend that ain't my friend, and a girl that ain't my girl

So I went disappeared, put our friendship in a hearse

Drowning in whiskey I see the pain it's deep

To your pain it's morphine numbs the pain while you bleed

Drowning in whiskey I see the pain it's deep

To your pain it's morphine numbs the pain while you bleed

Yeah you've lost a lot, I understand it's crystal clear

All the ruckus you would raise, told me whiskey it ain't beers

Keep her tucked right by your side, like a fucking souvenir

And the subtle games at work, felt the tension time was near

Rather leave, rather leave before it gets worse

That way the cuts can't go and scar, and it Won't show how you were hurt

Drowning in whiskey I see the pain it's deep

To your pain it's morphine numbs the pain while you bleed

Drowning in whiskey I see the pain it's deep

To your pain it's morphine numbs the pain while you bleed