I'm codependent, but

I'm unforgiven, so

I'll take the trash out by myself and bring the life I'm living

I'll leave this town,

this state,

this country,

and the world we live in

Don't want to live to see the day you're someone else's woman

I feel eccentric

I won't get my happy ending

I was destined to be alone

that's why I'm used to spending

all my time

locked inside

and wishing for the end

but being way too scared to say goodbye

Goodbye

You watched me fall in love

I blame the chemicals

You are the only one

that's seen the contents of my soul

I watched your painting dry

Why does it look so dull?

Is that how you'd describe

the way my life unfolds?

Because I'm nothing

anymore

without you by my side

My heart has grown so sore

through this superficial ride

of trying to find some

quiet time inside my mind

I'm caught between being in love

and wishing that you died