Just Stop (feat. Bromar)

I really overthink stuff, huh

Well, that's for you to decide

We all have a poison and we all self-medics

But shit is suicide if you gon' tell me I didn't try

Shawty love the way that I ball tho

We own in the feel up in our house

I'm the monster in your bed, I'm a call out

Stop ya frontin' I'm a pull this sawed off

You was talkin' shit, I would look where you walk

I knock your ass down and I'm on a zany bar

So next time you better not flex, just stop

Stop

Just stop

Shawty, Shawty love the way that I ball tho

We own in the feel up in our house

I'm the monster in your bed, I'm a call out

Stop ya frontin' I'm a pull this sawed off

You was talkin' shit, I would look where you walk

I knock your ass down and I'm on a zany bar

So next time you better not flex, just stop

Stop

Just stop

All tears flow from the same source

Is it trauma that's keepin' your bed from bein' warm

Or is it deeper than coagulation?

All I know is I'll do anything to try my best when thoughts swarm

I've really given my all, huh

Yeah, I guess it's just not enough

I've put myself to the standard, huh?

While I'm starin' at this bottle, psyche weakens

Like why she doin' this shit on a weekend

I'm supposed to be happy, just a distraction

Nother' way to cope in my head, but I want action

I don't wanna be here, No, not in this booth

I'm talkin' I don't wanna be here; I'm speakin' my brutal truth

At least just fuck me if you're gonna do this all night again

You're not in the mood, you're never in the mood, is it me?

Don't tell me you're talkin' to her ex again

I swear to fuckin' God, I act a fool like he's done nothin

I can't stand when you ignore me

It's deceit but my shaky legs tell me you're not the reason

No, you see, we put the blame on our past lovers

And smother all our lies and words to use it as a cover

Too hard to believe that that was who we really were as fuckin' people

Could you'd take no responsibility when I was paranoid

Stressin' where you were at night

To see your phone and find out you were seein' him

While I was lookin' after my son

The lies

I might be selfish

I also might've been with a certain someone

Who couldn't see me in pain or grievin

So they joked about my insecurity's so fuck it

Shawty love the way that I ball tho

We own in the feel up in our house

I'm the monster in your bed, I'm a call out

Stop ya frontin' I'm a pull this sawed off

You was talkin' shit, I would look where you walk

I knock your ass down and I'm on a zany bar

So next time you better not flex, just stop

Stop

Just stop

Shawty, Shawty love the way that I ball tho

We own in the feel up in our house

I'm the monster in your bed, I'm a call out

Stop ya frontin' I'm a pull this sawed off

You was talkin' shit, I would look where you walk

I knock your ass down and I'm on a zany bar

So next time you better not flex, just stop

Stop

Just stop

It was your darkness holding me accountable for my warmth

To feel safe in such a state where my health was little to nothing

My father saw it early, he fuckin' warned me

When I was only lookin' forward and never above

I need to get out

Get out of my head

My brainstorm is gettin' messy with these clouds of doubt

And I dread to see the end, but this is it

My hands start shakin, my body's sinkin

My face is blank but I can't stop the thinkin

Like what if it's better? Nobody needs me

What's my worth while I ain't bleedin

Fiending for some fuckin' love in the scenery while you front

Tell me I'm worth it, No

Tell me you fuckin' need me

Tell me my bigger picture!

Cause you seem like you got me all worked out"Depression, an alcoholic that bottles all his hate"

But you want more

You want me to fuckin' decay into nothin

Because I was under your control"You have to step up, Reece""You haven't cleaned up dinner, Reece""Why haven't you been saving money for your fuckin' future, Reece""You need to gain weight, Reece""You need more sleep, just find some work

But stay awake a bit longer we've barely talked at all today!" like

Which one is it?

Do I get a shitty job paying minimum wage and end up caving in

Put my passion up on a shelf to grind a life of hating this

To make her happy while I think of what could've been daily

Bitch, I'm callin' out

It's all my fault

In the end, this was my doing

No one caught on