Never Mine, Never Yours

I’m sorry I let you down

I said some things that I never should’ve said

And I know you’re hurting

But I’ve been somewhere else

I closed my eyes and all I ever saw was her

My head was burning

It’s not okay, it’s not alright

But I can’t take it back

I just tried to feel something that I only felt when we started drinking

I know it isn’t fair cause I’ve been selfish and I wasn’t thinking

'Cause I still loved someone else

I tried to feel something that wasn’t there

'Cause you were never mine and I was never yours

I’m so sick of hiding it

My hearts not in it and I don’t think its ever been

And I’m tired of fighting

I hate that I’ve been lying for all of these years

You asked me all about her and I said you’ve got nothing fear

and that I had let her go

It’s not okay, it’s not alright

I held you close when I was down

But honestly, it was always gonna be somebody else

I just tried to feel something that I only felt when we started drinking

I know it isn’t fair 'cause I’ve been selfish and I wasn’t thinking

'Cause I still loved someone else

I just tried to feel something that wasn’t there

'Cause you were never mine and I was never yours

I was never yours

No, I was never yours

I was never yours