Afterparty

I could be deep in darkest of oceans

I could be buried along with the rest

But a single word from your lips in the distance

I'd crawl

Even when you show me the worst of emotions

I would eat the dust from the palm of your hand

I know most people would probably leave but I can't

Just don't tell me that you need me

If nobody would tell me to stop

I'd be dead and it won't be enough

You'll be leaving, while I'm bleeding

Ooh I'd be gone and you'd say you're sorry

But you'd still come to the after party

Ooh

What if I am scared for the pain when I'm sober

I don't wanna see what you do to me

Even when I think of you know its a sweet memory

I know I am better than this when it's over

And all this fucking time I am wasting on you

Maybe it's just better to love them and leave

Like you do

And then you tell me that you need me

If nobody would tell me to stop

I'd be dead and it won't be enough

You'll be leaving, while I'm bleeding

Ooh I'd be gone and you'd say you're sorry

But you'd still come to the after party

If this our last night

Can you just hold me tight

And pretend that you

Don't wanna say goodbye

I know that I'll be fine

I know that I'll be fine

Just don't tell me that you need me

If nobody would tell me to stop

I'd be dead and it won't be enough

You'll be leaving, while I'm bleeding

I'd be gone and you'd say you're sorry

But you'd still come to the after party