life update

I’m such a guy

A little turbulence won’t bother me

Cause I'm such a guy

I’m such a guy

Hope I don’t die

I haven’t been working out lately

I’m getting tired

But I’ll be alright

On the phone 24/7

Monitoring the probability

Of how my songs getting bigger

Apparently I haven’t changed at all

Since I was seventeen

Then she left me alone

It was honestly my fault

I hoped that she could understand

But I’m who's to blame for

Normalizing things and putting her

With all the mess that I’m in

As for mom

I’m really sorry that I tried to kill myself

It wasn’t your fault

Glad you took care of me well

Dad I promise I’ll be fine

I’m still the little guy that you’ve known

And loved

I’m breaking free

For good

I’m breaking free

For you

I’m doing all I could

For the better

I’ll be fine

I’m slowly learning

How to be a simple man

Who’s old enough to see it out

And just understand

That maybe life can be a bit better

With a long-steady plan

I’m growing out to be the guy

I hoped since I was ten

Despite of being diagnosed

The outcome still stays the same

Thank you God for letting me stay

I’ll try the best that I can

I have myself a family

With plenty time to spend

I’ll tell them all the good people I met back then

Hope that i'll be better then

Hope that i'll be better then

I might be 21

But everyone is looking at me well

A little controversial

You just can’t understand

Hope that I’ll be better then

Hope that I’ll be better then

I’m breaking free

For good

I’m breaking free

For you

I am forgiving you

I’m such a guy

I’ve never thought of marrying

Before would be such a life

I’ll be alive

I’ll hold her tight

Making sure she knows

That everything’s gonna be alright

I’ll be there somehow