Sick Alone

Show me

How to stop the poison

That's rotting out my mind

When it feasts on the veins inside

Toxic blood

Falling toward my self demise

How can I possibly be like this

Blacken out my eyes

And Slit my wrist

Stich up the inside

The sickness is leaking

I'm begging I'm pleading

I can't be alone

The darkness is treating my mind as it's home

I'm Dreaming

Of a world where I'm not sick

Not sick alone

Go

Don't tell me you'll fix me

When you know you're leaving

Don't give me this hope

I know how you see me

The enemy

Is only me

Sitting in my own deceit

The tragedy

That I create

Will ruin everything

I can feel my mind come unglued again

I've gotta tighten up these loose ends

I've found no cure

No answers for this madness

I'm begging

I'm pleading

I can't be alone

The darkness is treating my mind as it's home

I'm Dreaming

Of a world where I'm not sick

Not sick alone

I swear I tried

I gave it my all

In the end

I was never good enough

Should I have even tried

You'll push this aside

And Tell me I'm alright

But I know it's all a lie

This curse is my own

To be forever sick and alone

I'm begging I'm pleading

I can't be alone

The darkness is treating my mind as it's home

I'm Dreaming

Of a world where I'm not sick

Not sick alone

I never guessed you'd abandon our home

I cant believe that you finally let go

I'm Dreaming

Of a world where I'm not sick

Not sick alone