New Years

When's it gonna change?

What's the point in making lists

If they just stay the same?

Writing things I wrote before

Said that I would quit

But I don't think I'm sticking to it

My New Year's resolution was a weak one

Forgot that shit by Feb

I was gonna get shit done

But I had other shit in my head

It came round to March, then

I was down and depressed

It was too much for a minute

Was not living at my best

I just stayed in bed for days, and

Showers came in April

Feeling like a fool, now

Not looking forward

But when it gets warmer

Gonna feel a little better, I may

Now it's May

Oh my god, my birthday coming up, I'm turning 25

I hope that I see 25 more years alive

I wanna feel the best that I can feel

And make the most of life

But May came round so fast

I can't believe 5 months went by

Almost half

It's summer soon, I'm happy as hell

And June is looking good, yeah, I can tell

Well I'm ready for it now

I'm outside the house

Thank God

July came around, I was grateful yet still frustrated

Oh, feel too much now, this heat won't even save me

August is amazing

Sun tan all over my face again

This year we needed reason to smile

So went to Italy and did the anniversary while

Time went on and I remember

Feeling like holy fuck now it's September

What am I doing?

In fall I'm feeling pain

There's only 3 more months 'til

We gon' start again

Goin' through the year together

Through the year together

October now, it's cold again

I don't feel like myself, oh God

November, I don't know the difference anymore

It's cold and I just wanna go back to the start

I know I'll feel much better there

I'm gonna make new plans and stick to them this time I swear

What now, what's next?

I need to think about gifts

Christmas coming up, oh shit, I ain't ready yet

No, no, no

Lemme start the whole thing over

I'ma try a lil harder next year