Usually

Thought it would be over by now

It's summer but I'm here, still down

Tryin' to make 'em smile, pathetic

Thought that I could blame it on the weather

And turn my minor into major

Wish I could melt away like my make up

Drippin' off my face

All my pretty's been erased

I look just how I feel

Too tired to conceal

I don't wanna cry

When the sun's finally arrived

I'm tryna be a big girl now

While they jump in pools

I'll be jamming here to my blues, like I

Usually do in November

Usually do in December

While they dance to K-Pop

I'm cryin behind these shades, like I

Usually do in November

Usually around this time it's peak summer vibes

But now I'm sittin pool side with tears from my eyes

Got me wonderin if I'll survive

It's got me wonderin if I'm alright

Sometimes it takes a little sunshine

A whole lot of time

My glass is sittin' half full, my feeling's bottled inside

I guess i'll swallow my pride

And hope that better days are comin'

I know that better days are comin'

Time just won't go by

Doin our best to make it fly

Try'na fight how we feel

Too tired to conceal

We don't wanna cry

When the sun's finally arrived

Ya try'na be a big boy now

While they jump in pools

I'll be jamming here to my blues, like I

Usually do in November

Usually do in December

While they dance to K-Pop

I'm cryin behind these shades, like I

Usually do in November

It's okay I know it's just a phase

Maybe later I'll come out and play

It's okay I know it's just a phase

Maybe later I'll come out and play

It's okay I know it's just a phase

Maybe later I'll come out and play