i finally went outside

I finally went outside today just to get some sun

I'm just trying to get by today, no time for anyone

Then somebody came and said hi to me, they're talking with a gun

He said if you want to survive today well then you better run

Oh

Oh Oh Oh

I finally went outside today just to run back in

I'd rather just get high today, is that so much a sin?

I play game right after game I think it's time for me to win

I run in circles up until I spin

I'm crawling in my skin, I think it's about the time I jump the bridge

Dadeedeedaydada

Dadeedeeday dadeedeedaydada

Ahh

So let's go on a run today, let's go on a beach

Cause there's so many things that I would like for you to teach to me

I keep on overanalyzing everything I see

So take that pistol point it at my knees

Shoot me once then flee cause I'll start feeling something once I bleed

Ahhh

I finally went outside today and faked myself a grin

I try to act like everything is better than it's been

I play game right after game at this point I don't think I'll win

So chalk it up a loss and then begin

To teach me how to grow

The constant bullshit cycle's getting old

That's all she wrote

Dadeedeedaydada

Dadeedeeday dadeedeedaydada

Dadeedeedaydada

Dadeedeeday dadeedeedaydada