I've had this dream reoccur in my head while in my bed

A world with a weight off my shoulders

Not bearing some boulders

My feelings weren't on the floor, didn't tie me down, or drown me out

But I know that ain't so

Can I just grow?

Chaotic, not together, just please show me the light

In my heart to guide me the way to take time

Just start over

No more grinding sandpaper on a stone, won't smooth out my doubts

But I feel like I can't break this curse

With me since birth

Suffocating from my overthinking

Now I'm reaching the brink, but I think

But, but I, but, but, but I, but, but I

I wanna grow from this

And, and I, and, and, and I, and, and I

Could be a different guy

It's always same old and same this

Emotions take over and it's bullshit, no substance, I'm sorry

It's my fault

They have affect on you, it's true

But do I say that to you? (No)

I deny my mind, not right

It's anarchy, no sanity

Stubborn ways were all I knew

Now I lift the veil, found the truth

(Take time)

It's not too late, change yourself, no more circles, you know that

(Breathe)

Old actions don't have to keep you in the mud, you know that

(Take time)

Shed away the layers of past and regret there's the light

(And see)

The man staring back at you, brand new, oh

But, but I, but, but, but I, but, but I

I'm gonna grow from this

And, and I, and, and, and I, and, and I

Could be a different guy

Oh, oh, oh (Different guy, I'm gonna be a different guy)

Mmm (Different guy)

Oh (I'm gonna be a different guy)