Slow Death

We went from an ending without words

To a neverending cascade

It's a death by installments

We're cutting with blunt blades

Yeah we both know we couldn't go on like that

And I know that you wouldn't help yourself to be

Happy without me

There's this pain in my chest when I wake up every morning

And this pain isn't worth all the beauty that caused it

All the fights and the tears been building up to this moment

There's no other way for me

This is only a slow death

And I know that you're broken

But I've tried so hard to avoid it

Despite all of the hurt that I caused you

You said you're not hopeless

Yeah you'll better yourself, we'll get back together someday

Why can't you just hate me

I was living your life by your side and forgot about mine

With all your pain and your sickness

I was a dreamcatcher for it

But all the weight got too heavy to carry and as I broke down

I stood in front of the mirror and didn't recognize the man I've become

And there's this pain in my chest when I wake up every morning

And this pain isn't worth all the beauty that caused it

All the fights and the tears been building up to this moment

There's no other way for me

This is only a slow death

And I know that you're broken

But I've tried so hard to avoid it

Despite all of the hurt that I caused you

You said you're not hopeless

Yeah you'll better yourself, we'll get back together someday

Why can't you just hate me

And no, it's not enough to change your ways

Far too long I've been living the life of someone else

And if I don't leave now

Everything will stay the same

And it hurts so much to say it

But I know it's better than

Staying awake for days wondering bout who I really am

Now maybe I'll find sleep again

Now maybe I'll find sleep again

Cause this is only a slow death

And I know that you're broken

But I've tried so hard to avoid it

Despite all of the hurt that I caused you

You said you're not hopeless

Yeah you'll better yourself, we'll get back together someday

Why can't you just hate me

Why can't you just hate me