I won't be afraid of myself anymore

I will dedicate my life to love worth fighting for

My inner critic has been calling all the shots

She's been convincing me I'm something that I'm not

Her voice is background noise that doesn't seem to stop

I am done with being nice she needs to fuck off

I'm not done with misery, I won't run away

All this talk of history, it has a time and place

I am chasing destiny, I know I've found my way

I am done with pointless doubts, I'm keeping them at bay

I have found my peace in my soul

Denying all my dreams was getting old

I won't be afraid of myself anymore

I will dedicate my life to love worth fighting for

I won't be a slave to my mind anymore

I'm taking back the reins, I'm ending the war

Desire was the enemy, now she's the guiding light

Stopped denying entropy and welcomed in the night

The feminine is calling me, the fire she ignites

Is burning through my body, she is calling me to fight

For true collective freedom and an honoring of tomes

That hold us in our hopeful search for one united home

The dark has been a solace in exploring the unknown

She's gifted me with insight to the beauty of my bones

I have found my peace in my soul

Calling back the truth I used to know

I won't be afraid of myself anymore

I will dedicate my life to love worth fighting for

I won't be a slave to mind anymore

I'm taking back the reins, I'm ending the war

Days in bed I've been praying for peace

Hoping I might find it in my dreams

My mind falls silent when I fall asleep

But I cannot keep running away from everything

She screams loud when I make a mistake

Unless I am perfect, she's convinced that I'll break

Have I always been a mistress to pain?

When she reaches for me, I fall with her reign

I fall, I fall with her reign

I fall, I fall with her reign

I won't be afraid of myself anymore

I will dedicate my life to love worth fighting for

I won't be a slave to mind anymore

I'm taking back the reins, I'm ending the war