Ghosted

Spare Me

I've wasted too much time

Watching my life fall to pieces

I'll drown these thoughts out

Blackout and erase the pain

It's the price I've paid

A game I lose each day

And now it's over

What a fucking waste of my time

I can only hope one day

You'll find someone

To give your all to

Then be abandoned

Like I have been

Countless times

Hopeless and broken

Everytime I think of your eyes

I begin to feel

As if my chest is caving in

Corruption in my skin

A rotting deep within

 

Choke on your promises

That you fucking made to me

Choke on your apathy

You're fucking worthless

I don't deserve this

I'll never be what you wanted of me

I'll never be what you wanted of me

You can slither your way

Through another fucking lie

But what good is a snake

Without it's fucking tongue

And now it's over

Spare me

I've wasted too much time

Watching my life fall to pieces