High off the pain and the sadness

There's no comfort in the panic

Calm me down, I need a Xanax

I'm on the edge and I don't wanna take my chances

New year, new loss

I've been trying to get across

Lost inside of all our thoughts, yeah

Same dream, same cost

And I work 'til I exhaust

Every option, every want

This is me

Wondering

Why I'm empty

Then it hit me

I've been running from a fight

Feeling down and out of sight

Doing anything that might

Make me feel right

Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside

Promise me you'll return when I'm

MODIFIED

Act like I'm sane, but it's tragic

Vicious cycle like an addict

I'm tryna gain what I'm lacking

I guess I'm used to being the one that's always damaged

I'm bottled up, hard to manage

And sick of everybody

'Cause nobody's understanding

I don't wanna talk

'Cause I know what they'd be saying

Maybe it's too late

One foot in my grave

Could it be my fault?

I've been running from a fight

Feeling down and out of sight

Doing anything that might

Make me feel right

Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside

Promise me you'll return when I'm

MODIFIED

Life hitting me like a freight train

After this shit I'll never be the same

Lost a good thing and it all changed

Now I look around need something to blame

Something to blame

Something to blame

After this shit I'll never be the same

Be the same

Be the same

Now I know now it's only me to blame

Blame

Now I know now it's only me to blame

Blame

Now I know now it's only me to blame

Blame

I've been running from a fight

Feeling down and out of sight

Doing anything that might

Make me feel right

Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside

Promise me you'll return when I'm

MODIFIED

Modified