Farmer's Tan (Acoustic)

My cat cut her nose

But it felt like my throat

I picked up my phone

And immediately choked

Get off the apps

that make me feel bad

get rid of the stinky people

take out the trash

say goodbye, fuck the passenger side

I'm main character villainess

a motha fuckin empress

I am queen and you

cannot appoint or disappoint me

I need to get out my own way

I need to make some space for me today

I can't breath in my own lungs

I stuffed up just because

I'm alone, and I'm alone

because I choose to be

over and over and over again

I scare the living shit out of me

I'm tired of these games I play

with me

I'm tired of my fever dreams

I'm sweaty

I pulled up my pants and said

you're not coming back again

I am me and you

cannot appoint or disappoint me

Smudge me away

Leave permission for this pain

Drift out the window

in rings of smoke I let go

(I let go)*** repeats

(scream)

I need to get out my own way

I need to make some space for me today

I can't breath in my own lungs

I stuffed up just because

I'm alone, and I'm alone

because I choose to be

over and over and over again

I scare the living shit out of me