Only For A While

The curtains are falling, oh, I don't see where to hide

Closed all the windows, don't let anyone inside

It's me and my shadows, we're racing for the light

I didn't believe that I would ever lose that fight

Only for a while

I found it all again

All my memories are dead

I'd rather wake up instead

Of spending days in my head

Oh God, I've lost it again

And I don't wanna say that it's true

I don't wanna say that

All my memories are dead

Well, now I didn't grow older to be someone that I've been

The sun is moving on, the grass turned back to green

And sometimes a word is enough to change the day

But the words aren't coming, and I never felt this strange

Only for a while

I found it all again

All my memories are dead

I'd rather wake up instead

Of spending days in my head

Oh God, I've lost it again

And I don't wanna say that it's true

I don't wanna say that

All my memories are dead

Like a rat in a maze who's testing all of his ways

Oh, I feel my time is coming

I've been trying to hate all of the memories we made

Oh, I feel my time is coming

Now this is all that I got, and this is all that I'm not

Well, I was trying to grow older but not trying enough

Like a rat in a maze who's doing all that it takes, oh, I feel

My time is coming

For me