Got my money up for her but she don't care

If i stacked my bread would she share some love

Looking at myself I don't think i'm enough

Putting off some head cause times been rough

I’d rather think about the past instead

Ain't nothing to do when i'm lying in bed

New shoes, new shed, old me in flesh

Still think about you in ur prom dress

And I can't tell if I miss you

Or I just wanna run away from issues

One day in my shoes and you'd blow ur brains

One day without booze and I feel the pain

Snort another line of ket

To forget all the things you've said

All the messages you've left unread

I really should have chose your love instead

I got caught selling drug last may

And my parents didn't know what to say

So they cried all night thought I was gone that day

And I wished I just withered away

All my songs sad as shit

Never making a hit

Yeah I miss my fucking miss

I be so down i miss that bitch

Yeah I'm never gonna blow up

Die young so I never grow up

She is never gonna show up

And i'm never gonna get my dough up

Im gonna die a bum

OD on k, on h, on rum

I used to be so fucking smart

Now i ruined my brain so Im fucking dumb