Post Breakup Bender

My friends are chasing girls

always getting high

treating everyday like it's Saturday night

Throwing away money

cause it never gonna end

it's easy to get messed up

and just play pretend

that life is sunny life is a breeze

falling down slowly

as I pick up my speed

oh what a waste on a beautiful day

I'm just a pawn from all I have made on this

Post break up bender

drinking every night

just to get you off my mind

and you know it never made me feel better

I gotta believe

I'm getting better

better better

on this bender bender bender

It's another sleepless morning another restless night

flipping through my phone

asking are you alright

oh you held me and you pickup

my clothes lift me up slowly

and shoot it up my nose

I'm failing expectations

I'm feeling young and free

loathing life since you left me on this

Post break up bender

drinking every night

just to get you off my mind

and you know it never made me feel better

cause I'm young and I'm high and I'm losing my mind

on this post break up bender

I gotta believe

I'm getting better

better better

on this bender bender bender

I don't know me now that I'm not with you

I don't know why now that I'm not with you

who the hell am I dealing with these issues

all by myself

Im getting better better better

on this bender bender bender

Post break up bender

drinking every night

just to get you off my mind

and you know it never made me feel better

cause I'm young and I'm high and I'm losing my mind

on this post break up bender

I gotta believe

I'm getting better

better better

on this bender bender bender