Best Junkie You Adore (Strawberry House Sessions)

Dreamless sleeps, unbrushed hair

Week late, plates are everywhere

Bladder full, teeth not brushed

Don't judge, fuck, you're just no fun

I'm back here, hands purple-toned

They've all gone, I'm far from home

And no one plays the game like I can

Kidney failure's waving hi

She's skipping 'round the corner

With a bouquet to let me know

I've not been a good daughter

I hate what I am, I hate what I've done

I hate that I'm scared, hate that it's not fun

Not fun anymore, but can't find the brakes

I'll speed and I'll crash, hate my sunken face

I'm circling 'round again

So please, can we just play pretend?

If you want to be great you can die at 28

27's on the nose, so go strike your forever pose

I'm so weak, wish I weren't, no intent to change my shirt

No intent to change a thing, no, I won't answer when you ring

I hate what I am, I hate what I've done

I hate that I'm scared, hate that it's not fun

Not fun anymore, but can't find the brakes

I'll speed and I'll crash, hate my sunken face

I'm circling 'round again

But please can we just play pretend?

Everything I love is slowly

Skipping 'round the corner

But I'm in the well, wishing hard

Best junkie you adore, so

I hate what I am, I hate what I've done

I hate that I'm scared, hate that it's not fun

Not fun anymore, but can't find the brakes

I'll speed and I'll crash, hate my sunken face

I'm circling 'round again

But please, can we just play pretend?