Reel Life

How do I go about this life when I’m afraid to fall,

I need some time, reset my mind

‘Cause I want it all

But how can I ever escape this

If I keep faking my faces,

I’ll pretend that I’m ok when I’m just sinking

I know the things that could help,

But whenever I’m by myself

The words never seem to come out

And I’m left thinking,

Hiding how I’m feeling, it’s me that I’m deceiving

I try to come across on top

Success is what I crave, self-doubt is what I taste,

I’ll never be someone I’m not

I won’t admit the struggle’s real to anyone I’m tryna’ impress

I keep it in until I win, make them think my life’s no less,

But how can I ever escape this

If I keep faking my faces,

I’ll pretend that I’m ok when I’m just sinking

I know the things that could help,

But whenever I’m by myself

The words never seem to come out

And I’m left thinking,

Hiding how I’m feeling, it’s me that I’m deceiving

I try to come across on top

Success is what I crave, self-doubt is what I taste,

I’ll never be someone I’m not

But every time I take a step, it’s two steps back,

Every time I’m reaching out, I get knocked back,

But I won’t lose hope, I’ll keep holding on ‘cause I know where I belong

Hiding how I’m feeling, it’s me that I’m deceiving

I try to come across on top

Success is what I crave, self-doubt is what I taste,

I’ll never be someone I’m not

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