Bitter Cold

All his life, she would call him narcissistic

The demons run and hide, they tend to be so vicious

His money stacking high, gotta get him out these dishes,

Cause his motor's overdrived and he rolled right into ditches

He's rolling, he's rolling, he keeps it locked and loaded

These motherfuckers died just as soon as he exploded

You never seen him cry cause he seemed fine in the morning

But you looked into his eyes just to see a bunch of lies

He was hurt, he would sigh, went through dirt, seemed so high

But the lowest point was when she went and kissed another guy

She would cheat, she denied, everything was all alright

Sat at church and prayed to God, saying, help me through the night

Amen

Is this your confession, son?

Are you a sinner or standing next to one? Lesson one

If she suggests you're done, well it's best to run

A bad relationship is like smoke, it infests your lungs

But rather your heart, don't matter, just start

Packing your things, she'll tear your attic apart until your brain is dramatically starved

Relationships aren't automatically hard

But it never ends, she's a static addict in charge

If she was willing to open her arms to him

Then she'll leave you in the bitter cold, no cardigan

It'll go alright for awhile then the bullshit'll start again

It'll escalate until the police show up or the sergeant and

The sheriff with a no contact order and a warrant for your arrest

You can say it with your chest but you gotta play it to the vest

Evade to the best of your ability, you gotta ask yourself with humility "Is this really me?"

Met this bitch when I was only 17

I was just a little boy, and this girl is like a dream

She was everything I wanted, but I couldn't stop the greed

I just lost a part of me, rocked and dropped like autumn leaves

That's a lot of flaws in T, what she saw is talk is cheap

Chalk it up and walk the walk, yeah, this life can be so steep

Why's it gotta be a reach like I'm out here pulling teeth

I'm just lost, but tryna to lead, she's just lost and trying to leave

All those other ugly me's saying things that I don't mean

I just promise honestly that you're all I really need

So she's yelling, take me home, but I left her on the floor

Rotten bloody to the core, now police are at the door

Amen

Open up, we got reports of a domestic

This chick called us saying you're going ballistic

She said she been covering her bruises with some lipstick

I know rappers like to paint stories and be artistic

But quick, get a lawyer and try to beat this shit

Cause us believing you over her's unrealistic

Put your hands up, come out without a scene

Resisting arrest, you know what that gotta mean

You can follow me, get in the back of the squad car

We will have a chat at the station, where we're going is not far

Imma put in our destination, just got a report of shots heard

We will just be a minute, he couldn't have got far

You okay if I check it out? It'll be just a second, oww

I think I just got shot, over, by a long haired individual

I can't tell what condition I'm in but I need medical

Sir, is my wound visible?

Am I gonna die? Am I gonna die

I'm gonna die out here in the bitter cold