CRUTCHES (feat. Donavns)

I wash my Zoloft down with Red Bull then I wonder why I'm anxious

Yeah

I cannot sleep inside this bed

And it hurts to know that I'm the one who made it

I get by on life by smokin' dope and the sippin'

The shit was just for the fun now it's day to day living

It's not ideal for this life but I'll be damned if I try

I couldn't if I wanted to change

And now I'm thinking if I quit it'd be the end of me

I kept on falling in love now I'm falling apart

I've become numb to it all I'm just too tired to change

I spin the wheel on my vice to find which one that I'll try

To use as whatever crutch to make it throughout the day I keep on

Killing myself with an apple a day

I get to scrolling online it ain't helping my brain

I can't keep up with myself

I hustle paying the rent

And bro the only thing that helps is knowing

One day I'll be happy again

I'm bout to crash out for real

Just for a means to an end

And catch me on the wrong day

I'll turn your blonde hair to red

Can't bare the thought of a failure

So I'ma do it again, and again

I'm sippin' red and screaming give me some wings

I kept on falling in love now I'm falling apart

I've become numb to it all I'm just too tired to change

I spin the wheel on my vice to find which one that I'll try

To use as whatever crutch to make it throughout the day I keep on

I keep protecting your image like you would never change

I keep denying these feelings so I'll just run away

I heard you stuttering tell me what do you wanna say?

It's been a couple months but soon we find yesterday

I keep on spelling your name

Backspace when I get to the second A

I keep protecting your image like you would never change

I keep denying these feelings so I'll just run away

I heard you stuttering tell me what do you wanna say?

It's been a couple months but soon we find yesterday

I kept on falling in love now I'm falling apart

I've become numb to it all I'm just too tired to change

I spin the wheel on my vice to find which one that I'll try

To use as whatever crutch to make it throughout the day I keep on