Never Won

Sit down poof onto the bean bag

Knots in my back I been working never been laxed

I mean

I got three jobs one kid

I mean

I need to get it in

Spark the critics with this mini flame

They don’t always see my side of the fairy-tale

I been broken but I patch it well

Limping to the finishing line

Racing by lonely competition I don’t visualize

They hated on me, snubbed me awards

When you fight the industry you need iron ore

Never mention anyone it’s never I and or

But I live with flaws

I don’t take no loss

And I am the boss

And they answer to me

17 years never got someone who drew me

Still I rise

Even when the odds against me I just multiply

Things are never as they seem

You may see the lights but not what goes within

That’s the only type of thing that I can handle

You can play my part but can you deal with scandals

Oh she choked now she cancelled

That’s why there is only one of me

Things are never as they seem

You may see the lights but not what goes within

That’s the only type of thing that I can handle

You can play my part but can you deal with scandals

Oh she choked now she cancelled

That’s why there is only one of me

They ain’t seen the behind the scenes

They ain’t hear me fuss, kick, cry and scream

Pressure in my lungs when I somersaulted in that van on Wednesday

By Saturday afternoon I was on stage

Staying up late

Missing play dates

Hours pass by

I was so tired

Mothers instinct she can’t see me cry

All I want is -to give her life-then I can die

Things are never as they seem

You may see the lights but not what goes within

That’s the only type of thing that I can handle

You can play my part but can you deal with scandals

Oh she choked now she cancelled

That’s why there is only one of me

Things are never as they seem

You may see the lights but not what goes within

That’s the only type of thing that I can handle

You can play my part but can you deal with scandals

Oh she choked now she cancelled

That’s why there is only one of me