i pray to god i die every night

I told you that I

Wanted to die and

You looked at me like I lied

You told me to try to talk to God

But I wake up wondering why I tried

I try

You warned me

About what they'd say

"It only goes one way"

"One day I'll have to pay"

One day I'll have to pay

For things I cannot change

This house you've built

Is breaking over me

Praise his will

You say I cannot leave

Showed you

The drawings on my arms

You say there's nothing wrong

I guess there's nothing wrong

Spoke to a friend

A week before I left

I laughed at what they said

But now I can't forget

You'll never catch your breath

Even if you get your way

Now you're a 1000 miles away

And I still feel the same

And I still feel the same

Why do I

Why do I

Why do I

And I still feel the same (why do I) (why do I)

And I still feel the same (why do I) (why do I)

Feel the same

And I still feel the