X2

Holding on for dear life

To a diet coke with a lime

Smiling so wide

When really I’m dying inside

Hearing I’ve never looked better

When I’ve never felt worse

Who knew that me getting sober

Would feel a little more like a curse

Too nice to say what I think

So I sit back and sip on my drink

Minus the alcohol

It doesn’t add up why I came here at all

Just to feel everything times two when I’ve had none

’Cause I can’t stop at one

Once I was the life of the party

Yeah believe it or not

Friends with just about anybody

I’d always buy the shots

Crowd favourite, wine wasted

It’s crazy to think that was me

Too nice to say what I think

So I sit back and sip on my drink

Minus the alcohol

It doesn’t add up why I came here at all

Just to feel everything times two when I’ve had none

’Cause I can’t stop at one

Doing anything to numb out the hurt that I’m sitting in right now

Sometimes I forget why I quit ’cause of moments like this

’Cause I’m too nice to say what I think

So I sit back and sip on my drink

Minus the alcohol

It doesn’t add up why I came here at all

Just to feel everything times two when I’ve had none

Yeah feeling everything but numb

’Cause I can’t stop at one