Big Star

Wait, Joanna?

Yeah?

Are you gonna give me a four-beat count-off or an eight-beat?

Eight-beat

Okay

One, two, three, four

One, two, three

Maybe I don't need to be the big star

Maybe I should give it all a break

Maybe I don't need to make some big mark

Maybe I just wanna feel okay

Don't remember when I first decided

I was gonna be someone someday

But maybe I don't wanna keep on fighting

Maybe I just wanna feel okay

All this time

I didn't think about the person behind

The dreams I'm trying to chase

But what's it worth

If I make it to the top of the world

And this old hurt don't go away?

Well, I can't see what's weighing on my shoulders

And I never learned how to ask for help

I guess I just thought that getting older

Meant all this shit would somehow fix itself

All this time

I didn't think about the person behind

The dreams I'm trying to chase

But what's it worth

If I make it to the top of the world

And this old hurt don't go away?

So maybe I don't need to be the big star

Maybe I should give myself some grace

'Cause who would've thought happiness is so hard?

And maybe I just wanna feel okay

Maybe I just wanna feel okay