制作
出演艺人
Abby Anderson
表演者
作曲和作词
Abby Anderson
词曲作者
JT Roach
词曲作者
Emily Haber
词曲作者
制作和工程
Bonnie Dymond
制作人
Adam Ayan
母带工程师
Eric Racey
混音工程师
歌词
[Verse 1]
I hate you for making me something I wasn't meant to be and
I hate I let you do that to me
And I hate you for changing my mind when I made it up
I hate that I gave up so easily
Yeah, and holding on is weighing down on me
[Chorus]
I wanna be free
I wanna be me again, baby
I wanna go back in time to nineteen
Tell her everything I've seen and
I wanna trust
I wanna let go, but it still hurts
You know what you did
I wanna forgive you, but I
Need to hate you first
[Instrumental]
I love me for leaving, I'm proud that I did
And I love that you can see how I'm doing now
It's kind of validating hearing other people saying
They watched you put my fire out, but it's coming back around
[Chorus]
I wanna be free
I wanna be me again, baby
I wanna go back in time to nineteen
Tell her everything I've seen and
And I wanna trust
I wanna let go, but it still hurts
You know what you did
I wanna forgive you, but I
I need to hate you first
[PostChorus]
Mm-mm
[Bridge]
I pray one day I think about you
And realize I don't think about you
I had to feel it all to feel nothing
Yeah, I pray one day I think about you
And realize I don't think about you
I had to feel it all to feel nothing
[Chorus]
I wanna be free
I wanna be me again, baby
Wanna go back in time to nineteen
Tell her everything I've seen
And I wanna trust
And I wanna let go, but it still hurts
You know what you did
I wanna forgive you, but I
Need to hate you first
[Outro]
Mm
Need to hate you first
Written by: Abby Anderson, Emily Haber, JT Roach
